My high school volleyball season is over. I will be able to play in a maximum of 4 games -____-
How much this means to me
I don’t think anyone truely understands how much this means to me. It is the one and only thing Im good at, and Im not even that good. I have sacrificed so much for it and lost so much because of it. Ive lost friends because they think Im too busy for them. I can’t imagine what or who I would be now if I never started this. I will never give this up, and it will be a large part of my future…and yes Im talking about volleyball, and no I don’t find this pathetic at all. I take my game seriously, because it is my escape from everything.
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"There’s a story behind every person. There’s a reason why they’re the way they are. They aren’t just like that because they want to. Something in the past created them, and sometimes it’s impossible to fix them."
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"Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won’t either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are broken, or betrayed, or left, or hurt, or death brushes near, let yourself sit by an apple tree and listen to the apples falling all around you in heaps, wasting their sweetness. Tell yourself you tasted as many as you could."
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